A year ago today I got my first BFP. Part of me wants to go back and read the excited blog post I wrote that day, but I know that probably wouldn't be a good idea. Going through old emails at work they other day from last May/June made me sick to my stomach. It's probably best to avoid anything I wrote during that time.
How has it be a year already? That seems crazy to me. I'm dragging my feet about contacting a RE, but I need to do that soon. I have no more excuses not to call. It's been just about a year since my loss and almost two years of TTC. It's time to step up our game.
On a positive note, life has been pretty good lately. The weather has been beautiful, so I've been spending a lot of time outside, and the H and I went on our first hike of the season last weekend. We'll probably start going on bike rides again soon too. We had so much fun doing that last summer.
I've also started to get into running. I don't run. I mean, I didn't run. I've been an avid gym-goer at different points, but I usually just use the elliptical. I've started running on the treadmill and outside over the last few weeks, and I've been impressed with how quickly I've been able to make progress. Yesterday I ran 2.75 mi. outside in 31 minutes, and today I ran 3 miles on the treadmill in 32 minutes. Not too shabby! I told myself I'd run a 5k when I could do it in less than 35 minutes, and I'm pretty much there already. I didn't think it'd happen so fast!
I'm coming up on the anniversary of our BFP in just a few months. I'm like you.. I want to avoid anything I wrote during that time, either. You talking about running makes me want to get into it, too! I use to run, but I haven't done it in years and I desperately need to start again. Good luck if you decide to run a 5k!
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