Fertility Friend gave me crosshairs today for CD 17 which was last Thursday. That's right in my normal range for ovulation, so it seems like my cycles may not be as wacky post-loss as I thought they might be. That's good news! Our plan was to TTA this cycle, but I didn't get my usual fade-in with OPKs (they were almost positive every day for a week), so we just had sex when we felt like it and didn't really avoid. Once I did get a positive OPK, we didn't have sex for a few days, but we ended up with O-4 and O-2 for timing.
I don't know what I want to come from this cycle. Part of me is still very much in TTC mode and wants a BFP, but part of me is scared to death to get pregnant again so soon. Even though my doctor gave us the go-ahead, I'm still worried that my tube isn't completely healed. What if I ovulated from my left ovary and I have another ectopic in that same tube? That really scares me. I'm sure I'll start testing again in about a week, but I'm torn about what I want the results to be.
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