My husband brought to my attention the other night that I had become beyond obsessed with ttc. I don't think I realized how obsessed I actually was until we got into an argument about it on Sunday. My goal this week (and going forward) has been to take a few steps back.
My H and I started going back to the gym again this week after about a month of being lazy, so I'm feeling really good about that. We've actually been meeting there after work and even went after dinner last night which is unheard of for us. Usually we go before work, but it's been nice going together when we're not under the time constraints that we are in the morning. It's also been nice to get out of the house in the evening and shake up our usual routine.
I also took an internet break from Mon-Wed. I'm sitting home alone tonight, so I figured I'd hop on here and write this post, but I'm limiting my internet time and will probably be avoiding The Bump for a while. I need to focus my attention on other things and enjoy my day to day life without constantly thinking about babies and trying to have one.
I have such a great life and an amazing husband, and I need to make sure I'm appreciating everything that I have.
I completely understand the feeling of TTC taking over your life. I hope taking a step back helps things level out.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Sun. I'm already feeling so much better than I was a week ago. I'm still temping and using OPKs, but limiting my internet time and avoiding TB seems to be helping me to focus on other things.
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